Blog #130

Thank you all for the continuing support of this blog without any of you, the readers, I would not still be doing this blog. I also want to thank everyone who has helped make it blow up like it has. 130 blog posts later and this blog is still growing by leaps and bounds.

I am not perfect. I am a mediocre blogger who was lucky enough to have great facebook friends who by allowing me to tag them is what helped this blog grow. I am also on Twitter, but I use that account to mainly promote my blog and that is about it. I am very lucky to have at least one project grow.

I have been back on a downer lately. My job environment has been treating me like a second hand citizen. The people I deal with suffer from a horrible attitude and think they can get away with being a cretin. Sometimes it is the people I have to deal with and sometimes it is the co-workers themselves. For example this past weekend I had a 65 year old lady raise all kind of Hell at me for no reason what so ever besides she felt "entitled" and she wanted to cause a scene. I also had someone act a fool and try to claim something that I know there is no way in the quick time period could ever happen. But alas I work for a company where if the customer complains they always side with the customer. So we have to do whatever it takes to keep the customer from complaining. I recently had and still have been dealing with a lady who barely pinched her finger with a chair. She is making a big to do over nothing, she was not in pain and she kept eating, and she was a big to do Christian. This does not help my opinion of the "human condition".

The past 11 years have not been the best in the world for me and it shows and it never stops showing. I can no longer wear a "social mask", that has become unbearable. So I simply leave it at home. It is hard to rebuild your life when people and things keep dragging you down. After awhile you forget what it is like to be happy and you are left with being melancholy and suffer from anger management issues. So you add me being antisocial and an introvert and that leads to a train wreck waiting to happen. I dread leaving the house even when I do not have to work. I am hoping that when school starts soon then maybe things will get better.

I have tried to change my outlook on life, but like I said in a previous blog every time I try something new or different something always happens and I am back to square one.

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