Wednesday, December 13, 2017

The End...My Final Post....

So where do I want to begin....

It has been 9 months since I last wrote anything. Why you may ask I have been simply too busy to write. A lot has gone on since March, 2017. But I have decided after 3 years that I need to end this blog. The blog will be here in spirit I will still share the posts from time to time. But I just will not write anything. This started as a dare and it was to be something that I could write how I was feeling or do a review or simply something different. But the world has changed so much since my first post. We live in a very different world where people can find  what you write or say so offensive and to me that is scary. Because some of my posts are very opinionated. Plus me ending this blog on a high note with 180 posts, I think that is fair to you the reader. I never dreamed that this project would be as successful as it was. All of my other projects failed and this one was doing good. But time has become a factor and I have developed writer's block. Plus as I mentioned earlier we live in a way too sensitive world. I do not want to ever offend anyone, either intentionally or accidently. People can twist words way to easily and as we see here lately if you watch the news at all, that is exactly what is going on.

It is just time to throw in the towel...

Thank you all for being there.....

Thursday, March 2, 2017

Global Warming does not exist....its God's wraith...

To my readers,

I came from a religious family and I used to be a devoted Christian. But like my other religious posts this "theory" by Christians and I see it said all the time on all of the religious channels. Once again thanks Dish Network. So according to Christians global warming does not exist and what has been going on weather wise is " God's wraith" that we need to be more Christian.

So like so many other people before me if a Christian " god" does really exist would people be starving in other countries.

Global warming is man made. From the pollution in our oceans, to the hole in the ozone layer, temperature increase to the point where we barely have a winter, bees are on the verge of being extinct. I got in a debate once with my dad over this and he called me a tree hugger. No I just see what is going on in the world. And this is not due to some "god's wraith". If the bees go away we have no food or trees. If Antarctica melts or if the ice breaks away that means the sea level increases. We need to accept the fact that our planet is on a verge of collapse environmentally. But our governments cannot keep to their promises of what they are going to do to help with the environment. I try to do my part I recycle PCs that are no longer be used or at least the parts. HP gets a lot of stuff to recycle from me (ink cartridges, fusers, etc.).We waste more stuff than the rest of the world. Google it if you do not believe me, in fact Google what would happen if the sea levels were to rise due to the polar caps melting. Or are you going to be that strongly devoted Christian with a Bible in your hand agreeing with the " TV ministers" that if you are not following our God and his word is the truth that you will not suffer the wraith.

"You can believe what you believe and I will believe in the power of science and logic'.

Thanks for reading and being supportive of my blog.

Wednesday, March 1, 2017

Reintroduction

To my readers,

As I said back in January I was going to give this blog another shot. I have not written since that last post. If you are a new reader or rediscovering this blog go through my back catalogue. This blog is about to turn 3 this year. 178 posts have been written and I have written about various topics. So I decided to introduce or maybe reintroduce myself.

My blogger name is Mortis Angelus, it is Latin and loosely translated it means "angel of death". I am gothic and I listen to a lot of Gothic music. I am Atheist and I do not discuss religion or politics on my blog, unless I think it is important. A lot of people wonder  why I started this blog, I did  it on a dare with a good friend of mine. I never thought it would be 3 years later and I would still be writing even though it has been few and far. I have been either busy or been so miserable I have not felt like doing anything. Life here lately in spots has not gone really great, read a few of my previous posts and you will understand. I had threatened to quit blogging I felt like no one cared about what I have to say. I wanted to disappear again, what I was dealing with no one could really blame me for wanting to disappear. I had disappeared for 6 years and no one really noticed, in my real life. I needed an outlet for all the stuff that was going on at the time and that is how blogging started.

I am not the greatest writer in the world. I write based on what I see or how I feel. I have been told that people have found my blog informative. I do not see my blog as informative but then again I am my own worst critic.

So for now I am back. Please read my back catalogue.

Saturday, January 7, 2017

"Not Sure Where to Start..."

So I have been away from my blog for awhile. I have not had much to say, been dealing with life. As some of you may know I dealt with a lot in 2016, and since my last blog my life has just stopped. Some may debate that I had become depressed which is not the case. I just shut down emotionally. The past year just "killed" me is the best way I know how to describe it. A huge part of me died and I doubt I will ever get it back or be the person I used to be. Its funny how people you know and trust can just burn you past your core and just simply slaughter you, without a care in the world. I lost a good friend of over 10 years, and went through a lot for her. I even helped her find her indemnity and a path in life. But for awhile now I knew I was getting smoke blown up my ass and it all came to ahead and when all of your secrets show up one day courtesy of Facebook. So here I am in 2017, totally not the same person everyone used to know.

I had considered ending this blog. I was not doing anything with it and I thought I had lost readers but I have noticed that some people are finding my blog and I guess just being curious. And some of my friends have said not for me to end my blog. To be honest I almost ended my entire "footprint" on the internet. I wanted to shutdown my blog, my Facebook, my twitter, just everything I was involved with. I wanted to disappear.

When you feel unwanted and betrayed and obsolete in the eyes of the world, and you feel like your world is totally dead it takes its toll on you. I have just felt like a huge part of me has been ripped out or murdered is the best way to describe it.

So I am going to give this another shot.

"Hello Darkness My Old Friend...."