Darkness Returns...

To my readers,

As I sit here and debate what I want to write on and yes there is so much I want to write about. Where have I been some of you may of been asking, or maybe in some cases who is this blogger? I admit that I have been gone awhile and I have been dealing with life. Some parts of my life have been difficult to accept. So as I let my Pandora station fill my room with music and I am trying to relax. I decided to write a blog.

I had different reasons for starting this blog and a lot of it was I needed a creative outlet for what I am dealing with or what I see on TV. Then I got busy along the way with trying to make my life better. I have accomplished that somewhat. I am out of the fast food business which was my main goal. Then last week happened and that is when I decided that maybe it was time to get back to my gothic roots and go back to the way I was. I felt like I really needed to do this since in the past year a female almost killed what little bit of me still existed. Do I feel like she accomplished her goal, yes unfortunately I do. But as a result of all that I have found out this week yes she destroyed me but she released the fury of my darkside and not a lot of people can fathom how I am when I am in my "darkest place". Yes I am a believer in Karma but sometimes I feel it moves to slow and I want to help it along. Once she killed me emotionally, starved me to death for affection, and overall tried to drive my dark side out, then that only leaves anger and darkness. I reached my borderline breaking point back in July, but after this week and then finding out what was really going on then Pandora's box was destroyed and I was ready to show her like I have shown so many in the past what I am like when my veil of restraint is totally gone. Thankfully I have some very awesome friends in this world.

So I have decided to bring my blog back and use it as my outlet again.

Darkness Returns....