"Dragons are the sign of the Devil"

Before I start this blog. I want to make additional comments about my post "In Darkness":

She took a year away from me. When we broke up back in July it was not bothering me. I knew what she did wrong to me, and I knew why she did not make me happy. But its when the stunt she pulled by announcing to the world she was pregnant and I realized that she was sleeping around on me while she was with me that hit me hard and it made me feel like I wasted a year on another woman that truly did not give a fuck about me. So another woman out of my life that I wasted my time on and invested too much in her just to fucking destroy me. The best way I know how to describe how I feel is look on YouTube and search for Boondox's "Betrayal". That song is self explanatory.

Now back to our regularly scheduled blog.

If you have not read my older posts then I will go ahead and say this. I am an Atheist, I am gothic, and no I do not shove my theories of life and what not down your throat as long as you do not do the same. My parents are very devoted fundamentalist Christian and so they watch the televangelists on the "Church Channels." I do not know which one of them said this during a sermon but one of them mentioned that dragons if you collected them in your home was the sign of you letting the devil into your life Please also note that I have dragons, wizards, skulls, and the like all over my home and I am VERY proud of it. I even have a goddess Isis dagger that is very pretty. So my mom is declaring that I need to get rid of all of my stuff because "no good will come in your life as long as you have those items in your house." But please note that these same people that tell me I need to get rid of my devil stuff are the same people that bought me a dragon pocket watch a few year ago. Personally regardless of what I have in my home, not a lot of good has been in my life. This is a perfect example of why I am the way I am. I hate double standards, and that is something I have been dealing with my entire fucking life. Dragons are what drive me they remind me why I am gothic and dark to begin with. It is hard to claim an object is evil when the person who owns it is more evil.

It is stuff like this being said that makes people feel like they have to conform to what society wants.

As previously mentioned I have shared many stories about why I am no longer a Christian and why I became an Atheist. Just look at my older posts.