Friday, January 11, 2019

Burning it down....

To my readers/followers,

2019 has started, and everyone has new year resolutions. Some that you actually accomplish, and some that burn up in your face. I am one of those people that carries emotional baggage and have done so for years. That is what the title of this blog means. The only goal I have this year is to finally let all that I have carried all these years go and it is just time to move on. You can only carry so much regret, anger, want for revenge, sadness, and anything else you can think of so long before you break. Which to be honest I have been "broken" for awhile. It has all been to life's little situations. People that cause you harm either leave your life because they choose to or you simply refused to let them go. I have had a lot of people walk out of my life with 0 reason and I have let it bother me. People who ever wronged me, well I hope they got what they deserved by now. I am a big believer in Karma, but sometimes I think she could even think outside of the box. But that is just me. I have spent years sorting out my demons but I think it is time to let them go. I know that not all of them will leave but that is just because of all of the "deadness" I have. I will always been the same person due to it, but I just want to feel a little free-er. I guess that is why I decided one day that I am not getting any younger and I need to fix things within myself.

So that is my only "self-help"  goal for 2019.....

I have about 12 other goals I want to do this year, but there is no way I will get them all done in 2019.

Until next blog....

Mortis Angelus

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